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Jan. 26th, 2005 07:07 pm7pm - Here I am still at work. Two days off sick with the flu (or whatever) - it's kind of nice to come back and see stuff piling up and totally not done. I am indeed needed.
Being sick always makes me feel so disconnected and worthless. I feel like everyone is going to find out I'm not necessary. Nice and insecure, Gin. :-P
Life... not bad.. not what it could be. Need to start moving forward with plans - making things happen. I'm starting to feel older and my lack of accomplishment is starting to settle heavily. Where are the kids and the house for example? Nobody to blame but myself. I'm such a creature of comfort and immediate gratification. Time to get busy. Time to do something.
Being sick always makes me feel so disconnected and worthless. I feel like everyone is going to find out I'm not necessary. Nice and insecure, Gin. :-P
Life... not bad.. not what it could be. Need to start moving forward with plans - making things happen. I'm starting to feel older and my lack of accomplishment is starting to settle heavily. Where are the kids and the house for example? Nobody to blame but myself. I'm such a creature of comfort and immediate gratification. Time to get busy. Time to do something.