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[groovychk]

I hate humanity. All these years and never had one relationship work. Sick to death of it. Never ever thought I'd be one of those people that ended up alone. That's all I want now.

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[nata5.livejournal.com]

Yea I'm afraid of talking to women.. so yea.. from my perspective it's the womans choice. I also don't read people well at all.. so that girl trying to meet eyes with me or smiling gets overlooked.

But then again I don't think anyone has ever actually smiled at me and it not be forced.

[groovychk.livejournal.com]

Aww - I smile a lot in reality. Aside from the bitter holes I go into when someone fucks me over... I'm pretty sunny and optimistic most of the time. The label I was once stuck with and kind of grin at is "irrational optimist."
Didn't I smile when you were checking out the webcam?

[nata5.livejournal.com]

Heh.. complete opposite to me.

Webcam smile... I think so.. maybe.. dunno.

[groovychk.livejournal.com]

Well ya gotta look for the smiles to notice them!

[nata5.livejournal.com]

But I like the to be blind to things like that. Depression is fun!

[groovychk.livejournal.com]

I spent several years in a "black" state after my first fiancé dumped me. I started thinking it was kind of cool I think. I don't know really... your comment just reminded me of that. Heh. It ain't fun, hon.

[nata5.livejournal.com]

Yea it's not really fun but what I am used to. Go with what you know or something.