(no subject)

[groovychk]

I think I'm shifting into yet another phase of my life. I've always been friendly and I like to do things for other people. Even people I barely know. I used to make friends very quickly but that seems to no longer be the case. I'm not sure what has changed - whether it's the world or my age or how I look or who I am or what - but it just doesn't happen so much anymore.
One thing I'm certain of is that I don't like feeling like I'm unwanted or a nuisance. Maybe people perceive things the wrong way but I'm extremely sick of it.
I think it is time for me to be a little selfish and stop being how I've always been. Time for me to tell some people to fuck off. I just don't have time for arrogant bullshit anymore.

Comments

[groovychk.livejournal.com]

yeah - i need to try that one on. part of being too nice. i dunno - maybe i am trying a little too hard sometimes... the number of people i can do anything with socially in this city i can count on one hand.. not using all my fingers.. hehe. ah well! i probably should ask people what their f'ing problem is straight up... but i think i'm going to take a new tactic and just ignore them.

[jackye.livejournal.com]

you are the company you keep...keep that in mind when you try so hard to be nice to others. be picky, you are one of a kind!

[groovychk.livejournal.com]

good advice :-)

[groovychk.livejournal.com]

of course - if i keep no company - does that make me nobody? :-P